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I was like, thank you, dad. b***h, b***h, how can I not notice? I couldn't even see you right now. Literally, I look at it. I'm like Hey, guys. Welcome back to Full Coverage, your favorite podcast with your hosts, Manny MUA and Laura Lee. And today, we have a very special, special, special guest. Okay? This is, like, OG friendships. I don't know. Nostalgia. Nostalgia. Yeah. We have miss Brevin Rai. We do we do sound effects. The crowd goes mild. We're, like, waiting for cheers from nobody. Aloha, everybody. That's right. That's right. It is so good to have you. You like it? I love it. Have you. Thank you for having me. Thank you for having me. This all started because of Patrick Star's event. No. Literally, one size. Yeah. We are all the best. When you told me you love pool coverage, I was like, well, you're coming up. Yeah. I was like you know how Jaclyn was like, I'm the last one. No, b***h. I'm the last one. The last thing you're on, I'm like, geez. On here. I was like, I'm the last. No. I was waiting for a set that match for my outfit. See, that was our last There we go. You're like, this is the time to jump in. Time. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It took time to get here. And here we are. 3 years ago. Now Bretman said Here. That's the one. That's the one. That's the one. That's the one. Oh my god. I'm so happy you're here. Like, it's crazy. We've all known each other for 9 years, maybe? No. 9 girl, I I would say Well, yeah. Since I was a baby. Yeah. Since you're, like, a literal infant. Mhmm. We met when I was 16, and I think I met you a following year after that. Yeah. Which is crazy because I always forget that you started, like, really young. I know. Yeah. Before it drop, girl. Before it drop, bro. Before it drop. Dude, I sorta got teeth before the veneers came in. Wow. I know it well. And I'm like And we loved you anyway. We loved you. I love that gap. I miss it. All of it. No. I do miss that gap, though. I always, like, what if I kept the gap? Like, what if you were, like You can always bring it back. I know. You really can use I'm talking I'm, like, I'm, like, I'm, like, I'm, like, I'm, like, I'm, like, I'm, like, okay. My daughter opens hers and closes hers all the time. Does she? She does. Does she? She absolutely does. Wait. I didn't know that actually. It's actually quite a Apparently, it's really easy to move that shift those teeth a little. She actually shifts his neck? I don't know. Or she does, like, she does a little bit of a glare. Yeah. Or witchcraft. Or witchcraft. We love a Lindtook. We do it. Nostalgia. Oh my god. Nostalgia, makeup f**king commercials back in the day. Girl. Oh my god. They were in London. Yeah. We have to put the the quarter through. No. But it was honestly really cool. It was so nice to see you run into you. We haven't seen you in, like it felt like years, I swear to God. Yeah. Because you're in I'm In N Out. And also just I kind of verted out of the beauty space. I kinda focused on, like, more lifestyle Mhmm. Fashion content. So that's probably why you guys haven't seen me. And that was honestly my first beauty event since COVID. No way. Oh, no way. Yeah. Yeah. I would say I feel like you guys haven't been in Sweden. We also have a little bit of Patrick pay you to show us. But I'll let you know when the check clears. Yes. You're like, where's that? I don't wanna I don't wanna jinx myself. That's right. It might not clear. That's right, honey. Net 30. That's right. It's not at 30. Yep. We're about to wait. Yeah. You know what's so funny? We actually have a question we're gonna ask you. I wanted to ask you this question specifically. But before peeps and pits, since you just said that, what was there a situation or, like, a thing that you were like, you know what? Like, I wanna make that video. I'm over the beauty community. Like, we're gonna leave the beauty community. Was there something that you're like, I'm over this? I think it was honestly, that was, like, mid COVID. Mhmm. I was over getting I I wanna sound so spoiled, but, like, I was so over getting a lot of, like, beauty, work Yeah. That I couldn't focus on, like, wanting to explore other avenues. Like, I wanna do, like, Bremen the science, b***h. I wanna do more fashion stuff. But I just kept doing beauty and beauty and beauty that I was just like, girl, I'm tired of, like, talking about, like, even the key points. I got I just got tired, honestly, of the beauty content. I'm not tired of, like, makeup or beauty at all. It was just really at the time, like, during COVID, I was like, is there any other influencers that I why am I doing all of it? Like, not me, obviously. But, like, there was just, like, so much beauty work that I was doing that I got overwhelmed that I just was like and then also, that was, like, towards the end of, like, the dramageddon, girl. Totally. Totally. Totally. Mhmm. Period. And I Where it was all, like, just Yeah. And I was like to us. And you guys were all my friends, and Mhmm. I was, like, the outcast. So it's like seeing your friends, like, for a lack of a better word, like, fight Yeah. Was just like It's crazy. And then because I was, like, the baby of the group and then, like, people would ask me what side I'm in, and I'm like, oh, I don't even know what the f**k is going on. Yeah. You're like, I'm not even in LA. Yeah. I'm not even in LA. And, like, I'd and I know that there's always, like, a true the real truth with what's really going on. So I never really, like, tried to believe, like, the Internet, but, like, getting the ends, like, why are you still following this verse? Oh my god. This person's canceled. Like, why are you and I and I'm I'm, like, I'm literally getting canceled for following my friends. Wow. So it was so much drama. Because it's just so much drama, and it was just like, girl, I'm gonna have to do my own thing. And also at the time, I was shooting my MTV, like, show. Mhmm. And I was working on my book, and I was like, girl, I'm gonna just focus on myself Yeah. And just, like, remove myself Smart. From the beauty space, which ended up, like, working out for me. Absolutely. Yeah. For the better. Best decision ever made. It was a blessing. Thank you. Mhmm. But, yeah, that's what really what triggered it. I care about it, honestly, because whenever I went through my drama, like, coming out of it, I never wanted to see another beauty thing ever. And I also realized a pattern that I was never gonna not be in drama as long as I was so heavily a beauty guru. Exactly. You know what I mean? As long as I was, like, that reviewer girl that's just, like, constantly in beauty, only with beauty people, I was like, I'm gonna be in drama till the day I die. So I was like, I don't care what happens with views or whatever. I felt like I was like, I need to, like, exit and do clothing, do home stuff, lifestyle stuff, cooking, like, funny. Yes. Random a*s s**t. I love that you're also in your fitness era now. I haven't even had it. Literally. Literally. b***h, how can I not know that? I couldn't even see you right now. No. Literally. I'm looking at it. I'm like Is she even in the room? I'm like, like, invisible from the side. I remember when you I don't know if you began your fitness era, but you were in it. Yes. And we visited you in Hawaii. You've been in your fitness era forever. You are a fitness queen through and through. Through and through, truly. And you were in your f**king garage, and you were picking up this weight. It was, like, £200 over your head. And we were just like, what? You're, like, bodybuilding, it felt. I was like Because when we met you, you were tiny. Yes. We go to Hawaii, jazzed. Yoked. Literally. I know. She was Maui. She was real Maui. No. You were Maui. Let me tell you. I I I walk in, like, a chicken from Moana. I'm like, oh my god. I think it was only because I graduated high school. Oh. It was summertime. I forgot you were a child. Mhmm. Yeah. I graduate that too. Love art. Love art. I was in all I was always signed for sports. Sports. And with a name like Bretman Rock, I was named after wrestlers. Bretman Manhart, all your rights, and The Rock. And The Rock. There was always a pressure of me doing sports. Does Dwayne Johnson know that you is that does he know? Hey, Uncle Rock. No. He he don't f**king know. But I'm I'm in his DM every f**king for Hey Hey. He never opened one s**t. g*****n. You better stop. Not once. You deserve to be Hey Hey. I know. I'm saying sign the position down below. I started up We have a startup for I started change.org. I'm dead. But yeah. Yeah. It really just started because I graduated high school. I was always in sports, and summer hit. And I was like, oh, girl. This summer weight is coming. And I found a CrossFit. It was I know it was. The summer weight, girl. I know it was. And then I found a CrossFit Netflix thing, and I was like, what is CrossFit? And then I googled it, and I found a CrossFit gym, and that's when I started doing CrossFit. So CrossFit was kind of like That's what it was. My intro to my fitness. Yeah. Because that's when you were doing your fit the f**king weights were crazy. Yeah. Mhmm. Mhmm. Got it. So it's CrossFit. Yeah. It was CrossFit. I love that. But I don't do it anymore. I'm more in, like, the bodybuilding Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Style because I like to target one body part of the I know you're also in your weightlifting fitness journey as well. Be seen. I've also been in my little, like No. I love that every week, one of your pits or your peak has to do with the gym. Has to do with I'm literally have a dog. Gym or a gym crush. On it and definitely, like, don't do it. They're not letting it. Piss me. Yep. They do. Okay. Well, let's go actually, speaking of pizza business, go back to peaks and pits. I just wanna have that, like Here we go. Because you said that, so I was like, wait. That, like, just triggered me. So I was like, I wanted to know that. But peaks and pits first. Why don't you give us a peek? Yeah. Something that happened that from this week that you're, like, loved it. We do this every single episode. Okay. I would say if you ask me this question about my peak I more about my peaks and pit, I feel like 6 years ago, I would have been like, my pit is in my is the fact that I'm in LA right now. Yeah. Yeah. But, honestly, my peak is the fact that I'm here right now. Oh, I love them. Like, also, I came my first day here, we just came from from a Halloween party hosted by Louis and Douse. Which was amazing. That was really fun. Scared of that, but I was Not well. Very old. No. I'm very tired. She was gonna be there, but she was like, I can't. I was channeling you the next day, though, because Wow. Oh my god, girl. Let me read myself because if you can't read yourself, how's that gonna be somebody else, girl? I just wanna thank Laura and Manny for moving their entire schedule because we were supposed to film this yesterday. But, I woke up in my deathbed. I woke up at 9 AM, and I when I tell you I couldn't move I've been there. And And you said me that you're like, I have body aches and chills. I'm like, he's sick. I It's f**ked. I I was like, is this the vid? So I was like, f**k. This better not be COVID. It's not. I promise. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. But I It's like, turns out it was. It was. It was. I don't know. Because my my throat was like s**t. Oh, well, we're not going to Korea. I'm just kidding. We take it too far. We take it too far. So I was like and then I was like, I had that scratchy throat, and I just was like, girl. So that's my pit was the day after. Was the day of death. Yeah. Like and also just realizing that, like, f**k. Did you get f**ked up? Did you get f**ked up? Is that why? Okay. Because, like, you were, like That's my I saw you at the I saw you at the party, and, like, you were waving, like, a little, but you weren't, like, timid or blacked out. Thing. That's what I'm so not down to admit is, like, a b***h really was hungover off 2 drinks. Like But that was it, like, it wasn't, like That's happening. You were not, like, boom. Boom. Boom. When I saw you. I had, like you know, I like to hold my because I don't I hate being in parties and not having something in my head Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And being that lame person. Because, you know, people are gonna be like, why aren't you drinking? Oh, I know it. Wow. Yeah. I know. That's all I've ever gotten. I always I'm in the bar. I always need to hold something. It's kinda like my my friend. A thing. My customer. Yes. Yeah. Yes. This cranberry vodka is my customer. Me with a ginger ale being like, I'm drinking something. Yeah. Period. So, yeah, it's the fact that I got drunk off 2 drinks is honestly a pit. Like, I'm getting old, girl. I don't know. But, also, I was never a drinker. So Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So it's just gonna get you, like, harder. Yeah. I was like, where's the See, that would've like, that makes more sense. I feel like yeah. Mhmm. No. I when you were going he was going under a limbo thing, and I was like, what the f**k that? Actually, my first TikTok that morning was you of somebody Doing a limbo, girl. Oh, we have a little break. We're doing a limbo. Oh, yeah. We're doing a limbo. Yeah. Yeah. It was so fun. It was so fun. It looked really cute. I wish you were there. Damn it. I missed it. What would you have what was your Halloween costume? I already have a backup, so I would've worn it. You know, Princess Mia from Princess Diaries where she has little headphones on and glasses, and I was gonna be like her from Pecsari. Pre Genovia. Yeah. Pre Genovia. Genovia. Yep. You know what I love? Were you gonna make your hair, like, all poofy too? You know what? She has it in a little swan bun in, like, the cover of the video, so I was gonna try, like, mimic that. Okay. You know what I mean? I like that. I love that. Why are you gonna do that for Halloween then? Well, there's some other parties coming up. Yeah. And we have a good duo costume. Okay. Let's see. We'll get that for you. Parties, and I'm too old to go to all 3, so I literally had to pick 1. Mhmm. And which one? We'll see. We'll see. You'll find out. We'll pick we'll see. No. Literally, we got them all. We I I would say even, like, 4 invites, and I was like, I'm 33. Like, this is getting crazy. I'll get you. 4 parties stand for me. Only 2 of you. And the name that I do not promise immediately after the back for next year. Yeah. I'll uninvite myself. I feel like I missed a good one, though. I had fun watching all the TikToks. Which is the It was it was really fun. But it was Yeah. I know you were, like, coming, like, a dead long day. Can I be honest? I thought I was gonna pull in here and y'all were gonna be in costumes, and I would have been like, well, f**k up. Imagine wearing full drag. No. I no. Old drag. I'm in drag. I'm like, this better not be their Halloween. No. No. It's not. Yeah. Nope. Not to, like, literally the next week. What we're doing? We're gonna air that our Halloween episode in November. No. No. No. You're right. November 1st is our Halloween episode. Your episode come out on Fridays? That's why? Yeah. That's why. Okay. I was just gonna call them. Thursday. Yeah. So we're like, f**k it. It'll be a day late. I have to do an Halloween episode because mine's come out on Thursday. Oh, yes. Barnacle Boy or not Barnacle Boy. My man in Barnacle Boy. Yes. Yes. You got that. Yes. Thank you. Genius. Like, what a genius idea. I know. Thank you. I love it. Wouldn't you say that they were I always thought they were a gay couple honestly. I did too. I've never seen a watch of Tayo. Girl, they give, like, Palm Spring couple, like Oh, wow. Like a daddy and the twin? Yes. I'm saying down. As f**k. I love that. Actually, I think you're onto that. I actually love that a lot. What about you? What's your what's your peeing? I know you got a good one. Oh, yeah. I do. Okay. You need to tell him and tell him. So I went out on Wednesday night, and I was leaving. I called an Uber. I called SUV to pick up me and my friend Val, and this guy picks us up. And immediately when we get in the car, he's quirky. But I'm like, whatever. Love. Because, you know, I can get activated. Yeah. You can do it. People are crazy. I can get crazy with Bill. As well. Mhmm. Instead of me ever registering anything is danger, I'm always, like, in it with them. Even if you I'm like, I'm like, I know. This will be dangerous. I love people. I'll get killed one day. You match, they freeze. Yes. Yes. Yes. Like, whatever you give me, I can match you. Yeah. So he was like, you're the 2 hottest b***hes in LA. And I was like, f**k, yeah. We are. And then it just listen. I feel like I just had to play the video, and I'm gonna insert it, but I'm gonna insert it while I let Bretman watch how this dead a*s Uber driver picked me up and how the night went. So I'll insert that. Oh my god. I'm not ready. Bretman, watch this video right here. The middle one. That one. Make sure my volume's It may be too early to start the Christmas playlist, but it's never too early to start planning your Christmas gifting. The SUPERVALU gift card is the perfect gift for your team with something for everyone available in store while supporting a local Irish business. Look after your Christmas shopping today. Visit supervalue.ieforward/giftcards. Introducing OptionsCard, Ireland's new multi brand digital gift card. OptionsCard is perfect for employee and personal gifts as you can customize it with images and video messages. 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Take off the mask with BetterHelp. Visit betterhelp.com/newdirection today to get 10% off your 1st month. That's betterhelphelp.com/newdirection. I clickbait the beginning, so ignore that. The craziest Uber driver last night, and I literally didn't even think I was gonna make it home. And I Oh, whoo. Everything. So I'm gonna show you What the happened? The way you're looking at the camera is traumatized. I love that you're recording. Yep. Just in case. I think I've been in this car before. I have been in this car before. f**k a b***h. Now he went into country in the bathroom. He went pole country. I do not know this man. No. Mm-mm. But you bonded over country. Yes. Baby, this was a I'm so into this. No. It gets crazy. Wait. Laura, why are y'all in this man's car? No. Let me keep watching. Laura. I was thinking. So that was Lauren. I thought it was something traumatizing. Girl, I thought this man took you home or something. That's why it's her peak. That is her peak. I'm not even lying. I've had him before. Oh, dick. And he knows all the songs. Every word to every song, country, rap, whatever. Crazy as hell. No. He even knew some, like no. I had him before, for sure. And he had, like, some you as well? No. We didn't go that far. Did he lift you? You know, I'm gonna take it all the way there. Oh my god. Get on top of your car. Alright. Was that when he dropped where where is he dropping you guys off the floor? Neighborhood. Yes, he did. That's why I was like, Gloria, you can't do this. I was like, f**k yeah. What? I literally me being like, that's not gonna work. Because it's her and Val who are 2 pretty girls. And I'm like, Lauren, no. Like, this is Yeah. No. Yeah. I. So was that a peak or a pit? It's her a pit. It's her peak enjoying the ride. I enjoyed it. I loved it. And it's so fun. See, if you try to get me going, this this is why I didn't go to the Halloween party, by the way, because s**t like this. The dream before. The dream before. You were recovering from that. Yes. Yes. Were were you intoxicated in that or was that sober? Sober. Sober, honey. So imagine how I act drunk. Imagine how I act when I'm drunk. If that's how I act when I'm sober. Not one drink. No. It's it's the way the intro, you look so traumatized. Like, you just saw up, like, I was, like, oh my god. So I was ready for whatever to f**k, not god. Like, what the f**k is about to see? And she's partying with whatever. I did. So that was, that was your pee. What's your pee? My pee was waking up at the Oh, yes. Yes. Cardiac retreat. Yep. My peak is so I peak and pit, because I've seen it 20. Okay. So my peak is I did, like, a blonde look for a which needs to stay. It does. It does. I did a blonde look for a Halloween costume. Right? So I did it. I sent her a gift to Laura. She's like, Ken. Like, you are the beginning you will. I can't. Down. And I was like, oh, okay. Like, I am I am glad. Specific a blonde on you. Yeah. It was, like, a This is actually, like, I don't know, like, an actually whitish Mhmm. Blonde. So this look, I did an anime cosplay with, like, an anime that I watched that I'm obsessed with. A lot of people did get it, and I loved it. So people loved the look. My pit was the fact that all my DMs I'm not kidding you. I have, like, 100 and 100 and 100 and 100 DM being, like, you're so hot blonde. As a blonde, you're so hot. And I'm, like, so my ugly butt? So as a blonde Right. So is my brow my brown hair, like, not the t? Like, it it makes me think that, like, I have to go blonde. But my pit is also the fact that I have fine hair. You do? Yes. Like, it's It's Le spec. I do. I'm I'm a miracle worker. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I'm a I'm a magician. But, like, it's so thin. If I were to dye my hair blonde, I would have 4 strands of hair left. I mean, they could be as Angelica from, like, the Rugrats coming out like this. That would be the gist. Me. I remember one Coachella we were with, and you had a big silver wig. That was in a wig. That was also a moment. Yeah. The silver wig was, like, it was it was fun. Like, that was just, like, a fun, like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, f**k it. Yeah. But I will say from one gate to another, I feel like you should wait for, like, a mental breakdown. 100% wait. You know, wait to get your heart broken. Yeah. Wait for a first boyfriend. Like, it can wait, but you do definitely need to go up. No. And, like, I I was saying it because I was like, the era, like, looks so funny. I'm like, if I just do one L'Oreal L'Oreal spray can a day That's That's what I was gonna say, you could just buy 30 cans. For for a month, I'm blonde. Yeah. Like No one will know. And no. No one will know. At the party, people were like, you dyed your hair for this outfit? I'm like, no. Oh my god. Spray. No. It Will thought it was real looking. I I get Yeah. I mean, you're like, b***h, that's literally do blondes have more fun? But I didn't have any fun when I was gone, so I don't know where you're talking about that again. I I just thought it was fun. It was just a very interesting thing to, like, the amount of DMs I got about it, like, were, like, insane. Like, I didn't expect, like, 100 and 100 of the bleach your hair. And I would if you And you she I know she would. That's the biggest thing. She would. But I I did the thing is, like, what's crazy is that I actually really liked how I looked with the blonde, especially, like, when I have little tan going with the blonde. I was like No. It look hot. It was like, yeah, like, I kinda like feel like I look hot in there. Speaking of hair, I was asking Bretman because I've known Bretman forever, and whenever we hang out, Bretman always had short hair. And I asked, I said, why? What made you wanna grow your hair out? Best f**king hair I've ever seen. But what made you wanna grow the hair. Thank you. I started growing out my hair in 2019 when my dad passed away, actually. Most of the boys on my dad's side's family always grows out their hair. My dad is also a twin, and they both had long hair growing up. My grandpa also had, like, a long hair moment. And also, I'll just add this in there, like, there's a lot of queer, queerness in my family. So me growing out my hair was not anything new. It was in a shock. Yeah. Yeah. But it really truly was when I saw my dad, like, dead. Yeah. Sorry for that. Yeah. Yeah. And then I was like, I'm not gonna cut my hair anymore. So this is just like like a love letter to him and how attached I was to his hair because, my dad was also a Leo. I was a Leo baby, of course, so I remember being 12 and him cutting his hair, and I was just, like and I was an I was not 12, I was 6. I was 6 years old, he cut his hair, and I was like, girl, you ain't my daddy. I literally cried because I was so attached to his hair. And now I feel the same way with my hair where, like, even trims, I'm like No way. Oh my god. You see it falling? You're like Yeah. I'm like, oh my god. Even if it drips like 1 inch, you're like falling. Yeah. No. Like, literally my hair could be like splitting in half now. Oh my god. They're so pretty, ladies. But it's so healthy. It is. It's a ring. Like, there is a ring. That if that was a wig front. That would be very expensive. I know. Would you ever, like, actually would you ever cut it? Like, would you ever I am gonna cut it on 28. Yeah. But not cut it back to, like, my boring hair cut. I'll probably go back to, like, kinda, like, when it was, like, poofier. Sure. More shaggy. More shaggy. Yeah. Like a shaggy shortcut. I would probably never go back to, like, a buzz. Yeah. Right? It's just not my vibe. It also reminds me of, like, 2016. Totally. Totally. Which maybe I'll go back to that and I'm, like, when I'm older older, but Yeah. When you like it. But now you're, like, in a journey of trajectory forward. Mhmm. So I'm gonna grow it out and cut it every 5 years. I love that. So wait. So how old do you know? Have you ever been cut it? 25. Oh, in 20 6. I'm sorry. Oh, you said in 2 years, you would, like, decide to, like, cut it. Remy, you're so young. You're so young. I know. I can't believe you guys just turned 30. I know. Girl, and we just it, like, just last time. Right. How you know, that's such a rude question. How was it up there? What's it like? What's it like? Honestly, I've never been happier. I would say that because I was a dumbass in my twenties. I was really stupid. I was sloppy. I was all over the place. I had no control of my emotions. If I was mad at you, I'd go the f**k off on you. You know what I'm saying? Do you agree that 30 is the new 20? Yes. A 100%. Yes. Which I didn't really expect, like, that to happen. Like, when I was in my early twenties, I was, like, I'm never gonna hit 30. I'll never get there. It's crazy. But when you hit it, you're like, oh my god. Like, I'm so happy I'm here in comparison to You still have all the same fun. You go do a lot of the same stuff. You're just not done with it anymore. So it's, like, drama free almost. You know what I mean? Like, it's just, like, every experience, but better. Wait. Not to interview y'all, but what would y'all tell me as a mid twenties, girl, about to be in her thirties? Like, what's an advice? Well, you've done everything, Bretman. No. I was like, no. You've done everything a 30 year old would have done. No. Because we're in the same industry. Yeah. Totally. Yeah. But the thing is what's crazy is that we've all done a lot of things that, like, people our ages have not done. So I think that's why so and since you started so young when you were, like, 16 Oh, yeah. We started when we were in our young twenties. So you've already lived, like, a bigger life. Yep. You're just younger now. So it's, like, really more so just, like, appreciating the now. I think that was, like, a big thing. That was, like, tough for me. Like, I was so bad at appreciating the the now in the in the moment. I was more so, like, always in the future. Always in the future. Always had always anxious about something happening. Now I just appreciate, like, the now a lot more. See, I feel like Brevnadin's been online so long. Like, you probably You probably yeah. I I compared to it back then too. Yeah. For sure. But it comes with age. Like, it just, like, maturity in general. Like, you'll just naturally become more mature, and you're gonna appreciate, like you already do, like, but you're, like, even being home and, like, just appreciating the, like, the simpleness of, like, doing nothing. Yeah. Like, back then, I didn't, like, really appreciate that in my twenties. I was like Yeah. No. I have to, like, be going. I have to be, like, you know, constantly moving and constantly, like, doing, like, 20 things. But now I'm like, girl, my thirties, like, 1, I don't want to. And 2, like, I'm tired. Yeah. My knees hurt. What is What are these? Your knees will hurt. I'm just getting out of here. No. Yeah. Just appreciating, like Oh. Honey, Siri is listening. Siri is so like, she scares me sometimes. 19 minutes ago. It happened 19 minutes ago. It's like someone in front of my house was like, hey. Oh my god. But, yeah, actually, that's the that's the advice I would give. Just, like, appreciating, like I feel like I'm actually excited for my thirties because I think I don't know if it's just a gay thing, but gays in their thirties have a glow up. I feel and I'm excited for my thirties glow up. Percent. I'd have to agree. Simply. Look. You've so you've already done the glow up too, though. 6 He's already done the glow up, bro. I'm like, where do we go from here? That's what I want. Right? Like, what is the next glow up? Like, a blonde. I'm buzzing my head. I'm like, okay. Yeah. I go blonde. I'm like, f**k, bro. I don't wanna do it. I'm doing a Britney moment. No. Literally, it's like, I feel everyone I honestly I think that we've all gone hotter. That's the that's true tea. That is true. That was I'm a be real. The number one takeaway from Patrick's party. You're so right. But you know what? We all have more money. How did we all get hotter and younger? I don't know. We all get a back time. Age. Not everyone is good. Honey So good. The Botox is It's fierce. Working over time. Also, like, I feel like people like, I I feel like as we go over, like, we we're in a generation that people, like, care about the way they look. Yeah. And I feel like there's a different it was a different time back then, like, people like, that's why people keep saying, like, oh, it's 30 then you're 20 now because when it was back then no, like, 30 was 30. Like, you were feeling your thirties. Yeah. But now this generation is, like, they care about things. Like, they care about with the way they look. They care about their insides. They care about, like, eating correctly. Like, they just have so much more knowledge because of this media. Generational generation. A 100%. Millennials and, like, Gen z, like, they're very aware of, like Bretman, are you Gen z? I'm in the cusp. Oh, what is that called? Because it cuts at 97. Oh, yeah. And I'm born 98. So I feel like I get a little, like, millennial and then I'm also a fan of millennial ever. Literally, like, the young millennial. Millennial. I think it's We're a millennial. And millennials. Yeah. But to all of my younger nieces and, like, nephews, I'm I'm like, no. I'm definitely a gen z. Like, what are y'all talking about? Like, I'm generally a girl. Are on their thirties. Like, girl, cannot be me. Never heard of millennial. Life. Don't know what that is. Millennia Trump? Yeah. No. No. I was like, no. I literally It's your life. No. Literally. And it's funny because a lot of millennials, like, on, like, TikTok will do things that are, like, so, like, old looking. And I'm literally like, you guys, we're not that old, bro. The division is starting to divide, girl. Even, like, the the whole millennial pause. I didn't even know it was too big. Pause? I'm like Or the millennial zoom. The millennial zoom. Zoom. Just big cuts it and it's like, damn, we hit it. Like Even the font that we use apparently Oh, yeah. On on any videos Uh-huh. They use Boomerangs are now all millennial too old. I'm like, what? Someone asked me I was at Disney, and I was like, a a millennial for sure that walked up to me, and they're like, can you do this boomerang of me really quick? And I was dead a*s. Like, I don't even know how to pull do do they send 2 boomerang on Instagram? Yes. Yes. Do you still do it? Yes. And but it's more of a millennial thing. Thing. And as us Gen Zers, we wouldn't know what that Gen Zers. Boomerang. We wouldn't go back to I'm like, oh, like, that's so, like girly. Where how do we even get there? What's that? I don't know what that means. I was like, I'm just gonna do a video of you. Oh my goodness. I'm not gonna do Yeah. Also, because you did that, the hand signals too, like, the phone call because they do this. Oh, they do. I have to, like, remind myself to do my hearts like this. I have I I love it. I love it. I love it. Apparently, but we do that naturally. Do this. I do that, and I like to do this. Yep. Oh, yes. Tiny hearts. Baby hearts. These. That's gonna be us in Korea, Tara. Swearing. Baby hearts. I'm so excited for this is your second time. I've never been to Korea. I've never been. You weren't with, Daniel. Oh, no. That was Japan. Oh, that was Japan. Mhmm. So we're going to Korea this time. So I'm really sorry. Do Japan with Nikita and Daniel. Yeah. That was a crazy trip. When we got there, everyone's at this Yeah. They were battling for a couple of weeks. Though. It was fun. Great time. Yeah. We had a lovely time. We had a great time, honey. Because they were like, we're gonna go for 2 weeks. And me and Manny was like, that's a silly idea. They were like, you don't do any trip with someone for 2 weeks. Exactly. Girl, it's not because you're not gonna leave it, Fran. Exactly. I don't even leave my family trips as family sometimes. Right? You're with me? I'm like, I've been on the way for 2 yeah. Absolutely. We knew better. And the girls were battling when we arrived. Or, like, hey, guys. Hey. How y'all doing? Yeah. But I'm excited for your career trip. What are you guys? I'm so excited. We'll go with Lanish. Okay. I don't know what we're gonna do. Yeah. We have, like, the itinerary, but I haven't really looked through it. We're, like, packing. We're, like, Oh, a brand trip is always such so fun because Yeah. You turn your brain off. Exactly. 100% s**t. The only time you turn it on is when you have to do your glam. I was, like, when I'm doing my content, like, my deliverables. Your deliverables. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Deliverables. You know it well. Wait. So Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. Yep. The camera as a young end because you're 16. Yeah. Like, what was, like, the thing you're like, b***h, I need to f**king do this too? It may be too early to start the Christmas playlists, but it's never too early to start planning your Christmas gifting. The SuperValu gift card is the perfect gift for your team with something for everyone available in store while supporting a local Irish business. Look after your Christmas shopping today. Visit supervalue.ieforward/giftcards. Employees unlock up to ?1,000 tax free with a new options card digital gift card. 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And it was always so fun because to me, it was a a lot of the OGs that I was watching were Asian women and not a lot of Asian men. And, like, I was like, oh my god. Like, it's so I saw myself in them. Totally. And also, like, Ryan Higa. So YouTube, for the most part, like, my beginning views of YouTube, it was so Asian. It was so it was ran by a lot of well, from what I was seeing, especially the videos that I was seeing from Hawaii, what I was being fed. There was a lot of, like, Opangnam style with even, like, the Oh, yeah. Yay. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. So right. So it was, like, so easy to see myself. Inviting. Yeah. So it was almost like, I need to do that too because, like, all the Asian people are doing it. They're like, I need to do it too. But I think growing up in island in Hawaii where, like, you really everybody knows each other, no one really knows what the f**k, it it was hard to kind of navigate that. Navigate and find my own way into the online social media space because I didn't really have any anyone to kind of ask questions. To be honest with you, I didn't have anyone to ask until you and Patrick came to Kauai Mhmm. And I was, like, a last minute add on by Tart. Yeah. And I was just in your rooms Mhmm. Like, asking y'all the nines. Like, I'm, like, so managers. Like, do y'all have managers? I didn't have a manager at the time. I literally was answering my own f**king emails at 16 year old. Damn. Like, and, like, you know, so even, like, my tarte thing, they were like, we'll fly you out. And I'm, like, I'm emailing them myself. Oh my god. I love that. Yeah. I found my first I didn't know you went on that brand trip. I didn't know. I was allowed to be. I was 16. Mhmm. But it was when I was in your room that I finally was around, like, my peers Yeah. Totally. For the first time where, like, this is a real f**king thing. Like, y'all were you guys had managers. You guys had teams, and I didn't even know that was a thing. And this was pre my first check. 100%. Wow. Because even at that time, we weren't, like, making money. But Yeah. Like, even us, like, we weren't making coin. Like, you know, especially back then, like, we didn't start in social media. I didn't start to to make coin. Like, I just wanted, like, I was I don't think anyone did. No one did. None of us did. I used to watch Candy Johnson and Carly Bible. Yes. Because those are my OGOTs. And I just saw I was in Alabama, and I saw these girls, and I was saying, I was just like, I wanna do that. Like, I love this s**t. Like, I'm turning my f**king camera on. They lived in tiny apartments and drove, like, Hondas. Like, they were not on brand trips. Like, that didn't exist. Yeah. You know, I was like, I wanna f**k. I'll do this. I didn't ever know I'd make any money off of it. And everyone was using, like, their toasters film. Yeah. Yes. You can still Amazon drives. Yeah. You can literally hear Jaclyn's, camera adjusting, like, focusing. The good old day. That was the day. That was the day. Yeah. But, like, it was at the time, there wasn't, like, it wasn't what it is now. But, like, I'm not trying to kiss your a*s or anything, but, like, to be honest, I really started going in and having taking it more seriously after that trip because because just seeing 2 other men in makeup Mhmm. And also everybody else in that trip. No. Of course. Of course. I met I love Sarahim. Miss Karen was there. Desi then was there. So it it that it was that trip that made me realize, like, oh, this is not a fun like, this is not just a for fun thing. Like, this is Business. It could be a a lifestyle for This is a career business, like and I could do it. Yeah. A 100%. So it was truly that trip. So that's cool. You and Patrick, girl. Oh, I love that. It's crazy, like, because that's how far back we go. Mhmm. It's, like, actually crazy, like, how far And we got clearly to prove it. Please don't put it up. Oh, yeah. We will. I know. We will. I know. I remember that, the Hawaii photo. Because we did a recreation of it. Yeah. At the one site event. Oh, no way. That's so cute. Because it's, like, that's crazy how, like, look at how far we've all come. Yeah. Like, all of us. And we've all come, like, strides and leaps and bounds in comparison, which is crazy. What is that? I honestly would I really would never thought Patrick and Manny were, the part of my the beginning of my journey too. I'm telling you. Those 2? That's crazy. Wait. What is your Patrick and Manny story? I'm sorry if you already said it here. I met them at Jen Gerard's house. You know, the Gerard cosmetics? Yes. That was my first time, wasn't it? Like, ever, like, hanging out and, like, meeting the guys. Friend that was there too. That I went with, and then these 2 b***hes were there. Mhmm. I was like, I think I'm filming something. Yeah. Yeah. I was like, I think I'm gonna hang out with y'all for the rest of my life. Laura, you're so gay, b***h. I know. You're so gay. Consistent. You're always just you're like, let me go straight to the game. Yep. Yeah. That's why that's why I'm here right there. Patrick Starr was one of the first influencers I met whenever I moved to LA. Mhmm. I went to my very first beauty event, and I met a couple smaller influencers. I met Patrick that night, and I remember, like, people didn't really talk to me. I was from Alabama though. Like, I didn't know anybody, and I was kinda awkward, very loud, but still, like, people just didn't know me. And I saw this huge turban at the bar, this huge and I just felt comfortable. Yeah. Yeah. I did, naturally. So I went straight to that person. It was Patrick Starr, and we just sat there and chatted. I remember, I think he asked me about champagne. I was like, it's beer. I feel like I don't drink champagne. Yeah. We kinda always actually, so maybe that was the first time I met Patrick, but then meeting y'all together and, like, actually, like, hanging out was at Gingerbread's house. And, yeah, I've always I'm more comfortable around the gates. It's weird. They're, like, my family. You know what I mean? They're my people. You birthed a lot of beauty gurus when y'all got married. I'm kidding. Yep. We say tits. When when Patrick brought that photo up or when who f**king pulled that photo up that day? Got married? Who? You and Patrick. No. We didn't, Laurie. I was like, big b***h was gonna believe it. I was like, don't you dare. In Vegas? No. I remember that too. We did our little glamour. That was hilarious. Yep. But no, it's like crazy because even looking back, a lot of like beauty gurus or beauty boys now would be like, you like started our like s**t. And I was like, that's kind of crazy to think about. Yes. You birthed it. Like, we did birth quite a few Mhmm. Youngins, bro. It's actually kinda crazy. Absolutely. And how crazy how far, like, we all go back. Yeah. And I would have never thought, like, that we'd all be here, like, now. I know. And now we have a podcast. Exactly. And now we're, like, all doing things, and you have a man. Own s**t. Like And you have a f**king man. Yeah. Let's see what that means. I knew about your man, girl. I'm like, when do we get stuck about that? Fine, girl. I was like, no. He's fine. I thought you did on one side. I was like, you're Everybody at one side. Everybody at one side was like, where's your man? I'm like, I'm here. Wait. You're not me. Literally. So wait. How did that even, like, transpire? Like, because I feel like you just recently shown him recently. Oh, yeah. No. Like, you know what? Like, but have you been together for a while and you're kinda like We've known each other for 6 years. We met 6 years ago, and it was only like beginning of the year where we started to rekindle things, and we made it official in May. Oh. And then we got to talking about like social media really early on and like Yeah. Is this something comfortable you're is this something you're comfortable with? Because my ex wasn't and, like, I'm that's, like, one of the most successful thing I've ever done. Like, I don't know how the hell nobody has still figured out who my ex was. Don't be looking for him. But I was, like, I was, like, I don't know. I did really good. But Off camera, I wanna see. How did you know not to show your ex on camera? He just didn't have social media, and, like, I just respected that boundary. And, also, like, I think it was just easy because I lived in Hawaii and, like Mhmm. Nobody cares there. Mhmm. But this time around, I was like, girl, are you okay with being on social media? Because, like, I share my life. Mhmm. Right. I'm posting a story every day, and it's just, like, I'm just so over, like, hiding Mhmm. My boyfriend. I'm like, girl, yeah. I have a boyfriend. Like, girls. Whatever. But, yeah, it's it it was a learning curve though because, like, going off from an ex, I didn't have social media and not worrying about that to now, like, reading comments and, like, people will conspirify the most. Like, even I just posted a podcast episode with him and and people were like, I can tell that y'all got in a fight right before this. And I'm like, why the f**k would I be filming with a man if we were in a fight before this? He's just awkward on camera. Speculation. You know? And, like But they love to do that with couples. They love to do that. They love doing that. I can tell he hates him. The fantasy. I'm like They built their own fantasies. Yes. And I'm like, that I and I knew that that was a the risk of, like, posting your relationship online because people will feel like they are entitled and a part of it. I'm like, girl, you're not our 3rd. That's the hook. Yeah. I'm like, girl and also, like, I don't really need people to tell me about my man because I don't know him, girl. Right. You did it right. I'm like, you literally need enough to, like, girl we're literally reading scary stories. Like, how are can you tell me that you know who he is? Mhmm. And then just, like, people making up stories, like, oh, I dated him this and that. And when he lived here and he's never lived there. And it's just like so it's just like learning about, like That's hard. Kinda silencing the noise because obviously it's hard. You don't feel like hard. You don't ever think you can do it. Someone online how much s**t you do it. Yeah. They do that to him. Like, I see like, they can have a picture with you. They'll take a picture. They'll post it and be, like, write a paragraph of what happened. Yeah. I'm not kidding. Like, it's happened multiple times. Like, I'll, like, go on TikTok and I'll see something and people tag me. I'm like, oh my god. You're a man. Now look. And it's literally a photo I took with a follower of mine, and they wrote a caption that's, like, so crazy. Like, did you guys know I dated Manny anyway? And, like, a full lie. Full lie. Like, I It was me. I lied. Yeah. I'm like, g*****n it, Bretman. So, like, it it just, like, crazy that people would just come up with thing I literally just nothing. They're so creative. I'm like, some of y'all need to take that energy and write books for A novel. A novel. Please. Because I'm like, that's remember the Sriracha thing? Oh, clogged that team. That one on for years. b***h, I remember one of the Did you say it here yet? Yeah. I believe I've said it maybe, like, a long time ago, but I don't know. This got big on the Internet. This is, like, during 2018, like, I was going through the gigs. Like, it was, like, a big I was, like, very much in that light for a long time. There's this guy who, like, made a video about me. And he's, like, what it was like 1 night with Manny MUA. And it was a YouTube video. Oh, he's a full story. Full story. He goes, Manny MUA hooked up with me. And he was dirty. And he was nasty, and he smelled like Sriracha, and I still did it anyway because it was my enemy way. He was drunk. He walked in, like, f**ked up, and I still eat his a*s. Girl, clocked in the lie. First of all I was gonna be like This sober queen? But, like, it blew up, and everybody started talking s**t, calling him Sriracha, and none of it ever happened. Yes. Not Sriracha. Sriracha. And I'm like The old formula or the new formula? No. I don't know who you need it. I don't need it, but, like, it literally so I didn't ever address it because I was already going through my own case. I was like, girl, this is, like, the last thing I care about. It was just, like, a a random thing that came up. I think a year later, he literally posts another video and was like, Fannie Mae sends me a cease and desist, shows a cease and desist that I never sent. I would never spend lawyer fees on him. He's made another. I never met him. Another video being like, look what he's trying to do to me. I literally never happened. It's all a lie. And I was, like, this is so crazy. What a psychopath. I think another year goes by, and he literally finally was, like, bye, guys. I made the whole thing up. Yep. Made a YouTube video saying he made the whole thing up. I lied. I lied. I lied. I went so viral and then debunked the whole thing. I was like And I'm like, you are the damage is already done though. Like, you already made it seem like we did hook up. Like, I hired you as an escort. Like, that's what it was. I think, like, I had hired him. And I was like, girl, I don't need to hire anyone. Mhmm. I wanna be so f**king real. Yeah. I'm not the ugly. No. I'm good, bro. I I literally don't have to do that. Like, I am fine. So I'm like, this is it was such a crazy thing. So that's just, like, another thing of, like, how crazy it is that the lies And people can't sit down and say anything, and it's so true. For sure. And then, honestly, sometimes I don't I don't know if this says a lot about my brain, but sometimes because they're so sure, you believe it. You're like, oh my minute? I draw it. I'm like, hey. f**king drink. I'm like, do I actually hate my boyfriend? Like, what? Is he pissing me off right now? Yeah. Did we actually get in a fight before this? He got me. But yeah. He pissed me off. Actually, you're right. Honey, that's crazy. But see, that's crazy. Like, they can just say anything and with such conviction because he said it with conviction. The story is kinda loud. There's a lot of detail. I'm like There's a lot of detail. And this is a big like, this is a deep lie. I'm kind of impressed. You belong with jail for that. No. I love the work that they put in. Like, you really this lie. I was like, a cease and desist. I'm like, Did he get brand work? No. Did he did he get work with Adam and Eve? Dude? Like, at least? He's like on a tart trip. Yeah. He's in more and more. Oh my god. Imagine. No. No. He's a flop. Full flop. Full flop. It may be too early to start the Christmas playlist, but it's never too early to start planning your Christmas gifting. The SUPERVALU gift card is the perfect gift for your team with something for everyone available in store while supporting a local Irish business. Look after your Christmas shopping today. Visit supervalue.ieforward/giftcards. Introducing Options Card, Ireland's new multi brand digital gift card. OptionsCard is perfect for employee and personal gifts as you can customize it with images and video messages. 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And then just like for people to finally be like, b***h, we don't know what the f**k you're on, but we like it. We're in it. Yeah. You know, just like people matching my feet. I love that. But I think the worst also is what we were talking about. The speculation, the constant, like speculation. It's out of your control, what people say. Yeah. Yeah. It's hard. What made you come out with the science experiment videos? COVID ish. Was it? You were born. COVID forced a lot of us to be creative. Oh, sure did. You're right. You're right. I got my own hair. That's why I I think I do. Yeah. I got my own hair. We got all creative. We even all did didn't we all do, like, a beauty Oh, we're all, like, passing it. Oh, I Yep. Like, so it forced us to be creative with our content and, like, explore because we are all home bored. Like, we have nothing to do. Losing our mind. So I'm like and I and I excelled in science in school because, like, math and science, like, obviously, English is my second language. So, like, learning math and science was really easy for me because it's not really language based. Right. It's, like, so many different and s**t. So I always excelled in science, and it truly was when a brand, I think Lures, the ice cream brand Oh, uh-huh. They sent me ice cream with dry ice. Oh, hell. And I made, like, a f**king food 30 minutes story in my story. Like, when people were, like, tap like, you know when your stories are, like, little dots, so nature. It was that story, and then people were like, oh my god, you should do, like, science experience. So that is kinda, like, where that was Like, transported. Is just me being bored and me being sent, like, dry ice. It was so good. I love it. Like, I love that. I love this. I also love science. Like, he was, like, a science person. I think it's so good. I wasn't. Yeah. I also like, who could birth, like, my of the day series. I would do, like, coconut water. Yep. Were you doing also, were you doing, like, the mascara? Of this. So she birthed a lot of, like, content. Yes. Yes. Like so, honestly, sometimes I love when I am having a creative block as an influencer. I used to hate it because, like, obviously, who wants to be creatively blocked? Of course. But now I get excited because whenever I'm creatively blocked, it forces me to kind of challenge myself on what content to do this. Like pivot in a way. Yeah. Mhmm. Now I'm, like, f**king doing unboxing videos of, like, Sunny Angels and stuff. I love that. And I love it. I love the Sunny Angels videos. Yeah. Yeah. From it, you can really, honestly, it's Do anything. We're watching because it's you. Yeah. That is it. You could do anything, and we're tuning in. Girl, like, people be watching my chickens, like, tuning in. I'm like, got it. You have a very captivating personality. You're captivating. There's a Leo in you. It is. I was raised by Leo's. My sisters are Leo's. My nieces are Leo's, and I survived. Is there a Leo? No. But all my other ones are. She's the only one. She's a sa*s. But she's a sa*s. She's right in there too. Grown that b***h. Girl, we've been saying that. With a full adult job. Crazy. Girl, she's like and she, like, looks like a grown up. I know. Like, is she a young girl, obviously. But, like, she's grown so much. Hi, Erin. No. Literally. She's just gonna literally faint. Why would she, like She's gonna faint. No. I I remember because I think I went over your house literally the day that you guys adopted her. Yay. So, the day when I was in and I was and I was like You were in LA? Was like And we were coming in, like Gabriel. Yeah. Yeah. Like, August 12. Right? She was 14. Oh, quick. 14. Yeah. 2 years off. You're very close. And oh my god. Yes. We were babies. We were all I mean, we were all None of us knew what we were doing. Yeah. Girl, that's like I remember. We didn't go to Chili's, did we? I don't know. We did something. We were just, like, being crazy at my house or something. We ate we ate something, I remember. I can't remember what it was, but, that's so funny. How are your how are your nieces? Girl, I am. I was like I'm like, look how are you. I was like, the way my sister is out here. I'm like, another one. Because, like, she's she's really that TikTok sound that's like another one thing. Another one thing. Oh my god. No. So she's just collecting them like Pokeballs. She's the queen of fertility. If Well if the world ever needs, like you know how, like, the brand made scale right now? Uh-huh. My sister will save the world population single handedly, girl. I'm telling you. No. No. No. But I and now I love it though because obviously, I'm gay. Like, I'm never gonna have kids. Yes. My sister I will say this, like, she ever since we were kids, I will say this, like, she ever since we were kids, like, she has always wanted kids. A lot of kids at that. Mhmm. Like, she would have Barbies and she would make all of them pregnant. They all look alike. Funny. All their dresses. She Oh. Yeah. All the little belly. All their dresses. She knew. Yeah. And like even, like she would breastfeed her, like, you know, and like she would like roll up like a shirt and like pretend like so she's always pretended like she was a mother. Wow. So, like, when she was a teen mom at 16 and she came to me, I was like, I'm pregnant. I'm like, girl, I already dreamt it. Like, I already You're like, I knew I've been new. I knew. Yeah. I've been you, so it's nothing new. I didn't realize she was 16. I didn't either. I completely forgot. I guess I forgot that she was so young. Yeah. I was like, girl, let me call you. How many does she have right now? You're like, wait. Princess, we gotta capitalize on this. I have an email for MTV. Oh, show. Yeah. I got a show I cut it. Yeah. Literally. No. Yeah. So she was 16, but honestly, I I think I was born to be a gunkle. You were. You were. I You were. Love it. I love having my nieces and nephews around. I also just love living my rich anti fantasy. A 100%. The rich gunkoo. The rich gunkoo, you know, the one that helps me to see it. Oh, are you a gunkoo yet here? I really want to. He has 2 brothers too. So it's like, where where are your children? Your mother is like, where's the children? My mother is gonna be like, where are the children? You know, but, like, obviously, I don't I don't wanna do my own. I don't wanna have my own, really. So, like, I want them to do. Like, at all. I don't think I wanna do mine. Yeah. I don't wanna have my own. Have you ever? I gotta pass this hair down. I Oh, you're right. You're right. My genetics down. I feel like you do. I'm sorry. But the only way I'll do it if it's my own kid. Like, I Right. I mean, I'm down to adopt after I Oh, yeah. Yeah. You know, make my own. But, yeah, I want my own kids. But you're so good with kids, though. Like, I feel like You are. You have literally grown you also have grown as they've grown. So it's like in a way, you've grown together. Like, you've grown with literal babies. Best friends, basically. Yeah. I was like, you've raised your these babies to be Yep. Your best friends. Yeah. Yeah. And you're also my number one guesses on my podcast. Yes. This is gonna be my only guess in my podcast. We're calling from the cops ever. Like, so sick of interviewing my sister. I drove my time we went to Hawaii, and Bretman took us to a private beach today, and it And the hike. Was oh, the hot pillbox hike. That was so fun. Everything. So much fun. It was the funniest. Because the beaches get packed in Hawaii, and Bretman's like, b***h, I live here. He's like, come with me. Do you remember we rented a g? We went to Oak Island. The hotel. Yes. The nighttime? He took us to all these crazy places that you would never go unless you lived there. No. The fact that y'all were so down, because we spent the whole f**king day together. Yes. The whole day. Y'all even came over. We watched a couple of drags. Yes. We did a luau, a hike. I'm the luau. What did we do? 30 of us in one day. That one day felt like 3 days ago. It was. And it was fun. It was so fun. It was so fun. It was so fun. It was so fun. It was so fun. It was. It was true. That's what it was. Now we can only do one activity. Oh, okay. We have one next day. That was so much fun. It was. And it was it's a whole gang too. Oh, no. Everyone was there. Remember, one person would always every time one person would ride in the very back of the Jeep because we had so many. Oh my god. I remember. Uh-huh. There were so many of us. Honestly really fun. That was a good time. Come again. No. We're gonna come out. Oh, we'll come out. Let me know the day. Well, y'all just miss summer. So We did. I'm only coming in summer because I feel like Hawaii is only right. Yeah. Or, like, spring's when it's warm. Unless you're I mean, like, because, yeah, I wanna take you out I'm like, so dead right now. Oh my gosh. I'm like, see, please. I'm so dead right now. That is hilarious. No. But, like, do you when would you wanna potentially have kids too? Like, is that, like have you ever talked about your your boyfriend as well? Or is that something that you're just like We both want kids of our own. Like, he wants his own kids. I want my own kids and then just have, like, a family that way. That's so so good. But when is kinda, like, where Totally. I'm All of your don't know. I do know I want kids. I just don't know when I'll fit them in my schedule. I'm just kidding. I'm good. You know what? I'm a I'm a go with that. Like, your life starts at 40, but I hope Is that 40? Or you're gonna be like, actually, this is It's at 50. It's at 50. I'm on the right direction. I'm like, life starts at 40. You're on your deathbed and it starts in my next life. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Starts in heaven, baby. Yeah. It starts at 30. Started yet. That's literally what it is. But, no, we should come. We should go. I'm sorry. I have a question. Like, do you, like what what is something that, like, your followers would be, like, shocked? Is there, like, a thing that you like to do? A hobby. Like, a hobby? Something that you do in, like, Hawaii or something out here that your followers would be, like, shocked that you did? Like, is there something that you're like, b***h? I think a lot of people would be more shocked of what I don't do because What do you not do? Yeah. Because growing up in Hawaii, like, you would think, like, I surf or I swim. Oh, right. Girl, I just caught my first wave 2 years ago. You're kidding. My first and only wave ever. I still literally You're like, I hate it. And I'm when I say I like the beach, I mean the area of the beach. Like, I'm not in the water. I'm like a beach bunny. Like, I like to be in the sand. So I think a lot of more people would be surprised that I'm not really, like, a water girly, like, immature as you think I am. Yeah. And people I like but I do love lying to people that live in the mainland saying, like, oh, yeah. I take my whale to school. Yeah. Because people generally don't know what the f**k Hawaii is like. They're like, how y'all live in Tiki Hut. I'm like, girl. Tiki Hut? It's like LA. It's very industrial. Yeah. It's literally Especially Oahu where I live, it's a city. Yeah. Well, how does that mean? All of a sudden will look like you're in, like, Jurassic Park. Yeah. It's like, it has areas. Do you know what I mean? But he lives in normal haunts. I do ride my whale to Wawa. Yeah. Of course. Well, very like, do you wear skirts every day? Like, it's very tough. I was like, do you ever move to LA? Full time, no. But I live here by coastal already. Anyways, I'm here a week every month. So I feel like I'm half moved here, honestly. I mean, the way you are by coastal. Amount of LA. Oh, yeah. For sure. Do Do you have an apartment out here? I have an apartment out here. I live by the water. I live by Gabbie. Do you really? Yeah. I know. But Gabbie's Oh, I love that. I used to live in Hollywood and oh, by, Jita and Gabbie. I'm sorry. Yeah. I remember at the time. Yep. It's too it's too crazy. So that place, like It's too crazy. It's impossible. You can't. Also, it's so far from the airport. I'm just, like So just after a 5 hour flight coming in You gotta go home or back to Hawaii. So you're like another hour to my Oh, that makes sense. Yeah. And, also, I don't know if it's just, like, the water, but water definitely does something to people because people at Marina del Rey are so chill. Mhmm. It does. That Mhmm. I'm like, I'm definitely not in Kansas anymore. Yep. A 100%. I'm definitely not in Hollywood anymore. It definitely does. There's a good thing. There's actually it's like a scientific fact that they have, like, being by the water, there's like this Makes it more chill. It's like a thing. It's like a particle that, like, that is only by, like, the beach and water that you could absorb, and it makes people happier. Oh. Mhmm. Work. Okay, science. I'm like Love. Love a science. I know that's, like, absolutely a thing. So people that's why they like to go to the beach because they get these, like, happy, like, particles from the water. I I I sense that. I feel like everyone where I live now is just, like, stoners. Like, they're just so chill. I went to Erewhon. No. Not Erewhon. Trader Joe's over there, and it's by the water. Girl, I'm telling you. I was so shocked. I need to go down there. No. Yes. I have to go all over there. I'm like, I wanna see it. It's so chic. Yes. I love that. Is there anything that you wanna, like, tell people, like, any projects you have coming up, like, to close out? You wanna unplug anything? Or unplug anything when you have anything exciting happening? Oh my gosh. Yo. Once y'all done with this episode, come visit me at the baddest radio. Yes. Hello? Yeah. Listen to MINEZ on Thursdays. Listen to school coverage on Friday. Yes. Thursday to Friday. Of course. We will have it linked. Fridays. You know where to find it? But, honestly, you know where to find me, b***h. Honey. Grabbing rocks. In the streets. Everything everywhere all at once. That's right. Literally. What about shop? What are y'all not doing? I feel like y'all always have your hands on something. Girl, we do, honestly. We really do. That's what LA does to you. It really does. I feel like it makes you, like, put your hand in so many different pots. Mhmm. And so many things like brands, podcasts, still influencing full time, like, doing everything. Yeah. I'm just saying, I was like, we just have, like, travel coming up soon. Also, like, for all of us, influencing, like, grew with us. So, like, you know what I mean? Like, there's so many facets that we have to do and, like, so many social medias we have to upload to, so many brands for us. But, no, it's like So many algorithms, it changes to s**t. No. That's right. One day, it's great. Like, I'm always figuring it out. Yeah. Alright. Yeah. It's like a mess. You had to do this. He has to get this meet likes on this. And you had to post like this. He had to have a bunch of time. Yeah. With a certain amount of time. It's literally a sick game. It's a full time job. It is. I think it's also when you create it. Like, honestly, it's like, it really is a full time job. And people, like, they s**t on it and stuff like that. But it's something, like, when you're an entrepreneur, you work for yourself full time. It's a 25:8 job. It's not a 9 to 5. It's literally something that you do because you have to make it happen. No one's telling you what to do. You need to be driven and buff. Could come to LA and just f**k around the whole time. And do nothing. And this b***h on a Saturday has been working his a*s off filming all. Put it twice. This is your second video of the day. Second you shoot. So you know what I mean? It's like it's it's an interesting job. It's a job. Like, it's like something you have to do. It's like don't get me wrong. It's fun work a lot of the time, but it's still something that you that takes a lot of time. Yeah. Yeah. I will say, I think the reason why I said that being in LA isn't my peak now, I think it's because as you were saying earlier, with growing and appreciating the moment for what it is, I think before I saw LA as work and job, but now it's like a luxury and, like, just being able to hang out with my friends and call this my job The best. Who gets to say that? No one. A blessing. You know? And, like, these are I'm doing things that I was thinking about when I was 6 years old that Yeah. My 18 year old self was complaining about. But now that I'm 26, I'm like, b***h, you dreamt this. Live it. Live it. Yeah. That's so good. It's a name of your moment, b***h. That's so s**t. That would be so true. It's so funny, like, I'm like a huge Charli XCX. I have, like, I know it's, like, so random. But in one of her songs, she's, like, crazy how, like, I've made it and, like, I wanna stop because it's, like, everything's so crazy. But, like, I can't stop because I've made it. And, like, I need to appreciate my life now because, like, I wanted this for so long, but I'm tired. Yeah. Like, I'm tired, but She's been going so bad. And that's so bad. True. Of course. It is. She's just like, b***h, I'm f**king tired. But, like, I loved it. And I I love being this tired because I got what I wanted. Yeah. You know what I mean? So it's like it so applies into, like, honestly, every facet of anything that you love doing Yeah. For your job. But, like and you love it because you're like, b***h, I made it, but it doesn't mean you're not tired. Yes. Yeah. You can be tired. Exactly. Yeah. And I am tired a lot of the f**king time. And burnt out. And burnt out. And there's all these emotions, but, like, we've wanted it. Yeah. I would never be more tired than I do love my job more. Same here. 100%. I've never been this tired or emotionally drained in some aspect of any other job I've ever had. Call me crazy, but I feel like whenever we started, it was kinda like YouTube was the main focus. 100%. Instagram, but, like, YouTube was, like, a heavy focus. Everybody wanted to be a famous YouTuber. Yes. And then that was kinda it. Like, you upload your YouTube videos. And now, like, the longer we've been in the game, the harder you have to work because there's so many more social medias now you get. You know? I don't know. I feel like it gets harder the longer you're doing it. Also, not that it's a competition Yeah. But because it is so easy it's not easy, but, like, it's so much more easier nowadays to be an influencer. Is. And to blow up. Like a blow up. Back in the day, we were fighting over, like, you know, you the first Yeah. To get to the rest. You a*s. Literally. It's the truth. Like, b***h You'd have to do that. There would be, like, 20 of us. Exactly. You know what I mean? And that was it. Mhmm. And it it was a competition on, like, who got the first one out. Oh, what do we do? Watch. Yeah. I've already gotten arguments because of that. Yeah. I know exactly how stupid. Oh, my god. That was so dumb. Like, that was so stupid. Stupid. Like but then that just goes hindsight 2020 being, like, appreciating the now and not being so insane about, like, the social media aspect of it. Like, after 2018, I feel like I, like, live life as Manny. And, like, Manny anyways included, obviously, like, all of us, but, like, it, like, s**t did something in me where I was, like, girl, I can't be I think we all learned that. Yeah. That there's always a Bretman and Bretman Rock. There's a Manny and a Manny and you and there's a Laura, Leigh and a Laura. Yep. And, like, you have to, like, have a balance of it. Like, that's the thing. You can't not have a balance anymore. Like, I Let me know why it gives you such a good balance. Oh, yeah. You know what I mean? It has to help you, like, bring you back to, like, reality. That's what I'm saying. Like, girl, I was here. Oh. Yeah. A monster. And No. I agree. I'm a monster. Ballad. Ballad, b***h. Like, and I'm physical, like, b***h. And I'm fighting. We ain't fighting on YouTube, b***h. We're not making YouTube videos about each other. You're meeting me outside. Where are you? Girl. Where are you? Damn it. Have you been invited before? No, but I'm down. Yeah. She said no, but I could. I could adopt the wrestlers, girl. And I say, that's true. I don't fight. I I see what she lists. Baby, we've seen the listing. I know you. I'm a b***h. Watch out. I don't see you gonna catch me, b***h. Yeah. 100. I'm running every time. You won't scare out of me? Hell, no. And you wanna tell me you're a runner now. Like, I am. You're a runner now. I'm sorry. You guys gonna be gone. I know. I will. Did you run today, Laura? My plan was to run today, but I didn't get to because I was gonna be late to this, and I was like, I better not. I better not. But I will be back. Yeah. See, that's what I go to the beach for. You know, I can't do I love that you do yoga, girl. Girl. Revan, don't talk to your girl. About it. I'm pick not even you can convince me. No. And I told her, I was like, I wanna do it in classes, but I wanna record doing it just, like, for the sake of me doing a lot of yoga for once. Do you want yoga? Girl, it my ADHD cannot hold a pose. It it is it is hard. Also, the hips I want, I really have to try to do that. I'll break you down. Know? It will. So they kinda do that? Like, workout. Oh, really? Yeah. Like, I love, like, scytheing. Like, I Uh-huh. Uh-huh. Because it's You would love scolds. Do, like, hot scolds. And it's like, it's like workouts. What is a they're not, like, just yoga poses. No. They're like they're it's like a HIIT cla*s. Like, I Oh, yes. I love a HIIT. Like, it's HIIT. A HIIT. In a hot room. It's in the heat. That's cool. I feel like you will like it. I've never done a scope class, but I've done, like, HIIT classes of high class fitness classes. Fast paced. I think you would love this actually. Throwing s**t, throwing weight. Are you cycling too? No. But wasn't one of your pits one day, like, you got run you ran you ran over your new bike. I know when I I'm a bike. Women is a cool, beautiful fan when I sing. That is a cool I'm a bike ride. A beautiful fan. When I sing That is a full fan, bro. b***h. When a new episode's up, I'm playing that s**t in the background. I'm like, damn. What a hell of a b***h at that. Sit on this topic. I'm a little sad. On here. No. No. No. I ride a super 73 bike. Right. And, like, I'm a me and Tyler, I ride what? Right? Yeah. Okay. I ride every afternoon. Like, we ride all summer long. I need one of those in Hawaii when we go. Oh, that would be good. Oh, I love that. I have a saran that I kinda do that I'm a get a little electric bike that I just, like, drive around, like, my little nape. So much fun. It's so fun. I ate s**t though, you know, after the That's the one. Yeah. You fell. That was when she ate it on me. I almost ran over you. Yeah. Your numbers killed me. Mhmm. Yeah. That s**t was Yeah. And then you manifested it or something like that. You were like, where's the fall in that right now and tell? Yes. Yes. b***h, I have elephant memory of You do. I'm like, damn. I wish I'd remember like you. This is crazy. I'm like, Carrie or anything. This is so cool. I love that. Yeah. I always am like, Laura, what happened with her? I'm like, but I don't but I don't remember that. Because she remembers stuff. Yep. She remembers stuff I don't. I remember. So I'll be like, that's how I wanna escape the night, b***h. I remembered from episode 1, b***h. You it's because you knew. I knew. I made it to the end. I made it to the finale. Yeah. Like, obviously, Nikkita killed me as a b***h. Here you go. Actually Oh, look. And she killed me. And that and then What's that again? And what what's she doing? That's what she's saying right now. And I Do it again. But, yeah. That is that memory thing is crazy. I'm impressed. Because this one Why do you like math and science? No. I love it. And you are also I love that Laura changed the way you speak about your love too. Like Yeah. Yeah. I actually made up a lot. Like, y'all are, like, too great vibes. Like I mean, truly. Be true. I saw that episode when you finally, like, started to talk to yourself. About attachment. Yeah. And, like, I think you're saying, like, I want love. Yes. Laura was, like, no. You are love. Yes. Yes. No. Look look at this. Look at my background. Hold on. Period. And that was because of, like, Laura, like, helping me with, like, kind of figuring out, like, even, like, me reading Attached and then kinda getting into, like, the helping myself of, like, overcoming things. Because I think it has a lot to do with, like, just, like, inner trauma from your childhood, and it affects your love language as an adult. And it's how you want something you just can't be negative about. Yeah. You have to want you have to do that. How much facts you've proved to yourself that it's a negative situation Yeah. You've gotta find the positive in it. If you want anything to happen, and that's all And you gotta walk around like you already got it. Yes. Yes. That's the visual visualization. Is that how you said that? Yeah. Yeah. Like, that's that's exactly you show up who you wanna be. Mhmm. Yeah. So it's, like, it's cool. It's actually really nice. Like, it's nice to see because I feel, like, I have a lot of healing in that world of, like, love. Think he's coming? I do. Do you like he's coming? I do. I I really do. And it's funny because for so long, I was, like, no, not really. Yeah. Yeah. But I think that was my brain being, like, protecting me. Yeah. Being like Mhmm. Girl, you're fine. Like, you're fine. You're doing just fine. Like, you don't even need to worry about a man. So it's like, I think now as I become more open with myself and be like, no. I would like that, though. Yeah. Yeah. Like, it would actually be nice. I just have to, like, realize what my own issues are, and then I just move forward and, like, kind of, like even, like, when I've talked to, like, a guy recently, I don't know. I know. In that video. He was very cute. The rat. He was curious. Yeah. Let's not skip over that yet. Because I see you skipping through so many comments. Who was that man? Okay, literally. So listen, I really didn't know him. Like, I didn't know that man. Oh s**t. He was a stranger, really. People literally, like, who is this man? And I was like, no. No. No. I literally went up to him. I was like, do you got a man? And he was like, no. And I was like, can I make out with you and and record it? Period. And I literally I was like, I'm gonna go like this. Oh, point 5, baby. I did. And I did. Yep. And then we exchanged numbers, and we've just been chatting. You know what I wish? I wish you didn't hit record. Oh, I would I would have gone back and be like Can we do it one more time? I think here we are. No. But then so we made up for the video. Then I was like, thank you so much. It was so nice to meet you. Then we made out again for not video. So I was like, I know he was like, we're into it. Did we see her again? Well, I it just it literally just happened what? But they've been texting. Four days ago, and we were just chatting. Okay. I feel like he's your next Yeah. He was very fond. He gave me my next He's very fond. He says, next week is my pit. I'm like, it's my pit next week. I'm like I'm like, damn, all that s**t happened in Japan? Korea? Like, damn, what happened there? No. So it was Yeah, but I'm just I am more open now. Whereas before, I was a little bit more closed off. And, like, Laura, her own journey with herself Yeah. Has helped me, like, wanna get my own journey together. And, like, accept that that's just what it is, you know? Especially because I'm here alone. My family's all, like, in San Diego now. So it's, like, it's me, so I feel very independent. But I think I use that as a crutch to be, like, oh, I'm so independent. Like, I don't need anything. Period. Yeah. But I want things. It's when you don't need it that way. But it's exactly. And I was like, I don't I was like, I don't need it. So I but I use that as, like, my shield. Mhmm. So I don't need it. Technically, I'm very self efficient. Mhmm. But I'd never really let myself, like, want it before. Exactly. Mhmm. Oh, that's too scary. That's the part that's hard for me. I was single for and a virgin for 4 years before my man. A virgin? Oh, like, a born again. Born girl, I was, like, I could not be with anyone that don't love me. Yeah. Yeah. And that was just something that I told myself. And then earlier this year, I was, like, I gotta get let my guards down and kinda just, like, start dating again. Totally. And then It'll hit you just, like, regularly. And then when I told myself that and I was telling myself, like, I'm ready for love, I would even talk to the moon. And I know you're a moon girl. I'm a girlie through and through, up till 2 AM, like, this Girl, you missed talking to her 2 days ago. That was a good moon to talk. Yeah. You're, like, that was the moon. Moon. Damn it. Text me. That This is the moon. Yeah. That was the last Yeah. That was the last full moon was a hunter moon. Yeah. Or Alyssa Hunter. You're so stupid. I caught that. Yeah. We need a drag He's like, Alessandra. I'm like, I know that drag queen. But talk to the moon. Yeah. Because I know you're connected to the moon. Well, for me, it's, like, also part of manifesting. So it's kinda like Yeah. The idea of, like, putting it into the world. It's the energy. Into the energy and, like, the full moon. Like, obviously, there's energy in in the moon. Obviously, like, look at tides, for example. You're so convinced you're Sailor Moon. Just ask me. I am. I am like, where is my tuxedo mask? All your makeup is like moon thing. Moons are everywhere. Moon, give this to me. Where's my man? He's the man in the moon. I need to talk to him. He's the right b***h. Man in the moon. Yep. Waving for him, like, is your man there? I'm like, this makes sense right there. That's why we're not together. Yeah. That's where my man right here. I'm on my way. You think I'm skinny? I'm on my way. I'm like, you can't even see me. I'm so tiny. I have to see. Me swearing, I literally always me and Gabriel always make fun of this because he's like, you swear you're so tight. You wanna be so tiny. And I'm like, I do, but I'm, like, such a strong, like, f**king big, 6 foot, like, broad guy. And I'm like, I'm just in her head. In my in my head, I'm like, I'm 57. I'm so also glad that, not to talk about her while she's not here, but miss Gabby's also in her wifey era. Oh, I know. Well, you need to be in your wifey I need to see Manny in his wifey era. Yes. I've been dying. Laura, the dog, really. Such a lover. I am, like and the thing is, like, I actually would be a great part I genuinely feel like I would be a great partner because I'm very communicative. Like, I'm very much, like I feel like I'm a good partner. Like, I would be a good person for that. But I'm the I know I get my own way because I'm also the one that's, like, you're doing too much. Do you think you're picky? Yes. I think he's picky. 100%. As you should, though. But I and that and that's, like, the part too that I'm, like, I feel like I am picky, and I'm, like, I don't wanna settle. Mhmm. And so there's, like, almost like a fine line of, like, am I settling because of the idea I wanna be with someone? Yeah. So that there's also, like, that horror aspect of it as well. Which I'm like, no, I I know if I want someone, then I'll want them. Like, for sure. But I can be very much, like, self sabotage. You like, if they try to love on me too quick or they try to get too close to me too fast, I'm like, stop. Yeah. You're being crazy. Because I have I have an avoidant attachment style. So the second someone's being too lovey with me, I'm like, you need to stop. And that is what I say is part of the problem. Oh, yeah. And that's part of my problem. Yeah. Because I have an avoidant attachment. Like, the love aspect of it is is weird to me because I've never had that kind of experience. So to me, it's, like, you're just you're obsessed with me. Girl, you're an Aries as f**k. I am. And that's an Aries My Leo a*s is, like, I need my man obsessed with me. That's and that's what Gabriel is. So he's just like that with his side. Like, man, just like that. Gabriel is like that. If he if he is not obsessed with me, he gotta gay you. Yeah. I'm obsessed with my man, obviously. This is the opposite. I'm the opposite. This one wants his man to hate him. No. Love you, Jess. Right? But literally. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. But what is just But the question is what is just right. No. Literally. But the thing is, like, people that are avoiding, though, they just need, like, their partners to usually have their own life. Yeah. Like, they need to, like, have their s**t together. Mhmm. Like, the I don't like the feeling of infringing on my life. That's my problem. Don't infringe on my life. Well, let's just let's not blend your lifestyle together. Yeah. Totally. Like, if that's what it is you do. b***h, it's gonna take a while for you to live with someone. Uh-huh. It's gonna take minute. Bro, it's gonna take me such a it's gonna take me a minute to do that. Right now, I'm like I remember, like, this once like, this boy visited from San Diego. Like, we were talking. I was like, stay with me for, like, a few days. And, like, and here, b***h, by the end of it, I was like, get the f**k out of my f**king house. Yeah. And we were talking. I literally was like, did you say it to him? No. I did. I was very nice. And it was cool. So I'm like, we were really, like, we're really cool. But I remember the time I was like, God, you're like in my space. Yeah. Get away. But that So like, to me, like, I just have to get over that aspect of it where it's like, no, you're actually blending. Yeah. They're not taking away. Yeah. People with avoidant tattoos out, they think they're getting taken away from. Because I like my life. So people who are avoiding, like, they like their lives. I don't wanna be taken away. Exactly. Just want to add someone's fat into a negative Add I need addition, not subtraction. Exactly. Period. And never division. And that's f**king right. I Oh my god. This is so much fun. Oh my god. I could talk to y'all forever. Literally, literally. Hour. We could just gather together. We gotta be in the baddest radio. Oh, b***h. You don't let me I don't got a studio like this, but it was cute. No. I It was cute. No. That summer, like, let's f**king do it. Let's try it. We're gonna do it. Yes. We really will. Are you just free? Out more before now and then. Yes. Yes. Oh my god. Of course. Yes. Next one here, let us Finally back in the beauty industry. I'm just kidding. Now I'm back. Like, making my return. 30 minutes. I'm doing my beauty rounds. Let's see. Yep. I love that. 30 minutes. 30 minutes. We're good. Now we are. But this was so much fun. I'm so excited for your Korea trip. I can't wait to Are you guys gonna have time to, like, gala that and, like, shop? Because that's We do have a good track tonight. Want to go to the f**king 711 so bad. We can't drink. b***h. Oh, the 711 drink, girl. You know what I mean? You gotta pick it out yourself. Yes. That's all I wanna do. Girl, I'm so excited because, like, they are having us do, like, the color thing where, like, they see what you're telling. Color or not? Not in the lyrics. That's, like, a literal, like, life goal of mine. If they don't make any of silver, I'm leaving. You're like your mom. As you're wearing silver. I was like, how dare you? You look great though. Wait. Are you not a silver girl? I'm a gold. I think a gold girl. For sure. I mean You're gold. I I'm both. I'm silver down. I do both. Especially when I'm super tan, I yeah. You mean it. Gold. I'm mostly a gold girly. But I but, like, I felt like this was silver. This shirt right here. It's silver. Yeah. I love it. Shoes. I love it. No. I love it. Everything was great. When I'm when I'm pale, I'm silver. And when I'm light light pale, I'm gold. Yeah. Yeah. Depending on the depending on after this So when you're pale and when you're paler. Yeah. So when I'm pale, I'm golden when I'm pale. I'm silver. That's my color story, you guys. So I'm really for the color analysis, I'm literally geek. Oh, I'm gonna be really interested in that. I'm literally geek. That kind of sweetie. Tell you what the colors they put? They put the colors, like, your autumn, your spring, your summer Oh. As your tone. So, like, they show you different tones of a color, and then they bring up to see, like, which ones do you look dead in and what do you look alive in? Yeah. So you're supposed to know the colors that flatter you? That colors that flatter you and colors that literally drain you. I'm so excited. Yeah. So it could be, like, 5 different reds, but, like, an autumn autumn might look Fall red. Look better on you Mhmm. Than, like, a winter. Yeah. Yeah. Or you can have, like, bold black. Is my best color. I love white black. I don't even black. How is it not in? It's not even in the light. It's literally just, like, blues, greens, yellows, reds, colors, and color. For black the whole time. You're like I love black. They bring a black You live dead inside? I love black. No. They bring it up. They're like No. You look s**t black, actually. It's your worst color. No. But I feel like you experiment so much on the pod, Laura. I I actually Girl. You are new, b***h, every f**king episode, girl. Literally. All the fashion is always correct. Everything looks sickening. No. It's so good. Girl, you are you are a girl. Girl, I'm like, I feel like you're gonna be in street style next episode. I feel like I will be. No. Seriously. We're gonna Yeah. Or a geisha shoot the episode. There. Everything. They don't even address it. I just hear it. Why are you? Whole book lately. Oh my god. A full, like, kimono like that. Yeah. Me too on this. I I have a samurai sword. And, yeah, with Jiagan. Oh, that's it. Yeah. It's Jiagan, our guest. She actually put us in it. Oh, Oh, god. Oh, my god. It's a good surprise. Bretman, I love your fashion. Thank you. You're right. You wear some of the stuff that I'm dead serious. I'm like, wow, celebrities couldn't even put this together. Like, it's so high end, but so you're always unexpected to me. Like, I don't know what Bretman's gonna wear. I agree. You know what? Girl, I just copied my answer because I just said that about you. Okay. Yeah. You're right. Where's the truth? I don't know. In a very high, posh way. You know how people have their style. Like, Kim, you kinda know you're gonna see Kim. Like, you know it. You know. But with Bretman, like, you don't know, but it's always so good. Thank you. Well, I feel like when you have a face of a woman and built of a man Bevy, you gotta you gotta You gotta figure that out. You gotta figure that out. You gotta ace spirit. Wow. So I'm a 100% of a binary fantasy. I love that a lot. Thank you. Thank you. It's my favorite. Mhmm. And a stylist helps too. Oh, well, you got a good one. Yeah. Okay. Hi, Ryan. Ryan, I'll hit you up, babe. Ryan oversize says, yes. The Emmy. The Emmy. Yeah. I'm wearing all of Rhett's outfit. No. We show him how Rhett made. Outfit next episode. It has other shows, though. I was like, yo. I've had this. I've literally had this I've had it for years. For years. He's like, I just got it this week. I'm like, this is fresh off. I just got dumped tomorrow. It's crazy. b***h. I did. Bella just walked in there. Years. Wait. Really quickly because we didn't do rapid fire. What did y'all think of the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show? I loved it. I thought it was cheap. I thought it was great. I thought it was cheap looking. Oh, s**t. Let's expand. Okay. Why? I don't disagree. I loved the women walking. Like, I loved the women walking. I thought they were actually amazing. But I thought, like The set. The set was cheap looking. The audience, like, it was, like, so small. It, like, looked kinda, like, weird, like, the way it was built. When when one of the models put their foot down and it pulled up the whole tile, I thought that was yeah. Oh. Yeah. Pulled up the whole a*s tile. I thought that was crazy. I'm like, that would never happen on a show before, and there was no theme. Well, apparently, the shoes were also, like Horrible to walk you down. Were crazy because I saw their toes clenching for, like, I can tell you. They were, like, glued onto their butt. Yeah. Try to stay in the shade. Bro. I didn't say that. My one thing, I love the fashion. I loved it, but I think they were just missing the bombshell blowout hair 100%. That's why I came here like this today. Like, why was Adriana slicked back? Why was Candice slicked? She in a full body suit? Slicked back. I didn't like that she was in a body suit. I'm like Okay. Let me say this. I talked to Jackie at an event, and she went to the fashion show, and she was saying it was Jackie Aina? Uh-huh. And she was saying it was so, so, so much more grand there. Like, the outfits, like, if you were there and, like, you saw them, you'd be like It shook. Yeah. Because it's like it's like on camera. Maybe it didn't read, you know, like, it didn't read, but she was like there. It was everything. I also had a lot of appreciation for the older supermodels that I love to know. So much. I love seeing To oftentimes also sign. Alex Consani. Yes. I was screaming. Right? And Valentina too. The Valentina. I was like Yeah. Is 50 years old, and she closed the show. Oh, insane. So good. And she and she ate it up. She was like Yeah. Where was her wings, though? I needed my Tyra wings. I needed wings unlike most of the girls. I know. Some of the girls, like I was like, why? Like or, like, the wings that they had were, like, so random. I think that was why I was like usually, the thing is they do, like, at end of the year so it's always like a Winter Wonderland theme. Always. Yes. Because it's always like that. It was not. It's always in the 1st week of December. Yes. BBC and it's always I didn't know that one. Prerecorded. Mhmm. The day before. They went they did it live this time, which they've never done, which yeah. Which I'm like That went pretty slow. Filmed with the day before. Live. Mhmm. I think so too. They only had one talcum up. I mean, that baby, that's what I said. Girl, where was Kendall Jenner? Yeah. Where was Kendall Jenner? Yeah. Where was that? I have no idea. I love that my sisters opened and started opened and ended it, though, the Hadid sisters. That was beautiful. And Anthony looked like beyond thrilled. Yeah. That's why I was like, all the women walking, I was like, oh, like chef's kiss. Everyone walked it. I just thought, like, the atmosphere. I'm like, I feel like it could have been Is he Candace's body? Oh, Candace's body now? They showed it then where she was just thin, like, supermodel thin, and I showed her now and she is rocked. I mean, just I was looking gaggle. Delicious. Models today are built. Like, it's not about being real thin. Like, it's about being tall thin. Love them. Healthy. They wanna look something Bullying works. We we bully Victoria's Secret for putting real work on anywhere. Works. Because and the thing is, I when I was watching, I was like, I hope you still see, like, this, like, bombshell vibe of, like, I wanna see these women being just, like, bombshells, but from every size every age. Yeah. And they were. They were all absolutely drop dead gorgeous, but different sizes and different type of people. And it was nice to see. Beautiful. Like, I love that. I love that it was, like, still an attainable aspect of beauty. Yeah. Thank you. Mhmm. You're 8. Took us some time. Well, we took us years. We bullied them last year. Because they did a com like, they did, like, around the world. And then Twitter was, like, girl, we made it. You tried it. You tried it. Format. So I think this was, like, their first attach at the old format. And I think with the feedbacks of this, I think we're just gonna get a It's gonna be way better. Grander one next week. Is I would watch Victoria Sheikah every single year, like like, oh, I was obsessed. Idea. I would, like, run home to watch the live. Obsessed. Yes. So mhmm. So I was like so that's why I, like, told you that myself was getting my life. Like, I love seeing Lisa perform. I love seeing Tyler perform. Like Cher. I was screaming Cher. Like, it was insane. Insane. Crazy. So I like that for sure. With Charlie x c x. She's on tour, but I would imagine if she They opened it with chapel. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. With chapel. Yeah. Chapel. Mhmm. I would I wish it was Charlie before I left that our character. Book. Yeah. She was busy. Or Sabrina. Sabrina Oh, that was true. Too. She would've been good. I should've ate that up. Yeah. Truly. I did I do back to where you're saying, like, the themes. Girl, that's what the that's why this one to me, it was, like, was almost, like, black. All over the place. Yeah. It was bland in a weird way. There was no theme. The women all ate, but that's why I was, like, there was nothing about, like, the aspect of it that gave Victoria's Secret. That was, like, why it's, like, oh, just like a a a fashion show. Yeah. What about it was Victoria's Secret? Other than a couple wings, like, tossed in. Yeah. You know what I mean? The read. Oh. Sorry. Well It's just the truth. Anyways, you guys, that is it for today's episode. Hope you guys had fun watching it. We will link all of Rem and stuff down below. You know where to find him as well as, of course, Greta Radio. Yes. Duh. Yes. But thank you guys so much for watching, and we'll see you guys in our next episode. Bye.